[ it sounds so final that eddie doesn't really know what to say. it's like she's sending them off, like she's closing all the doors and putting up the walls.
and he doesn't blame her. she doesn't want to be part of his mess and he doesn't blame her.
it would be selfish of him to ask her if they can work it out, the three of them. selfish to ask for her to stay his friend, at least, because he's past the point of envisioning his life without her. he can't. but if that's what she wants, he has to. ]
Thanks. For... [ he swallows, tries to keep himself together. there's something more important he feels he should say, so he does. ] I'm sorry. [ the sorriest of sorrys, the most pleading kind, because he'd never meant to hurt her, and he knows he has. ]
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and he doesn't blame her. she doesn't want to be part of his mess and he doesn't blame her.
it would be selfish of him to ask her if they can work it out, the three of them. selfish to ask for her to stay his friend, at least, because he's past the point of envisioning his life without her. he can't. but if that's what she wants, he has to. ]
Thanks. For... [ he swallows, tries to keep himself together. there's something more important he feels he should say, so he does. ] I'm sorry. [ the sorriest of sorrys, the most pleading kind, because he'd never meant to hurt her, and he knows he has. ]